My Life.

While watching Grant this weekend, I watched the new movie "Brave".  If you enjoy a good cartoon every now and then, surely you will enjoy this one. I also was blessed to have to watch two boys running around instead of just one. They were way too loud, very crazy, and making a mess, but I didn't want to be a mean babysitter which made it hard to lay down the law. When I did finally manage to yell, the one boy actually listened while Grant cried making it even harder for me to be mean. After time-out they silently played the Wii all night, key word silent. My headache finally started to disappear giving me time to work on a Birthday card made with actual candy. It took forever since it is enormous, but when it was finished I was very proud of myself and of course my friend who helped me through all the chaos.

When I wasn't babysitting or working I was helping my family prepare for our Thanksgiving party. For the past couple of years its a tradition to have it at our place. They just had to put up our Christmas tree even though with out the snow it just didn't seem appropriate. All the money they put into for ornaments, bulbs, and anything else you can imagine I suppose deserves to be exposed for at least a month. Besides that we did a lot of the typical stuff everyone loves to do on the weekend like dusting, baking, and vacuuming.

I also managed to squeeze in all of my homework that seems to never disappear. I would love at least one weekend where nothing was due. Even for our break most teachers decided to cram us with tasks like we didn't have family that would also like our attention. I guess enduring a lot of obstacles is just a part of life.

My Life.

I had my belly button pierced over the weekend, it is sore yet very cute. The pain is only suppose to last about a week hopefully. Infection should be easy to prevent, I am constantly cleaning it. After that driving all the way to Auburn Hills to talk to my ex boyfriend was interesting. He wants me to put our short breakup in the past already, which is extremely hard for me to do since I am a huge grudge holder. But that's just one of my many flaws I would like to shake some day. His new apartment is actually nice and clean for all guys living there plus he finally has a decent job working at a car dealership. I hope he sticks with it and goes back to school during his spare time.

After many weeks of having no cable in my room, I finally found out why it wasn't working. My mom accidentally knocked it out of the back of her TV, too bad we didn't find that out before I bought a new remote control. My brother Jay also moved out for the hundredth time, but I feel like just maybe this time it is permanent. If he stays with my dad hopefully he will get his head on straight, work when he is suppose to, and actually go to the marines.

Hunting season is finally here. In the past I have shot a couple nice bucks, but I'm ready for the monster buck to walk out in front of me. The alarm clock ringing in my ear at five o'clock in the morning is holding me back though, it is so hard to create ambition that early. On top of that when I finally get out to my blind, sit there with my body going numb, I see nothing. That really is irritating, even a squirrel would make me happy at this point.

My Life.

This was definitely one of the worst weekends, I have never cried so much. The puffy bags I have received over the past few days are just another bonus to how I feel. My boyfriend and I broke up. It was my first relationship and as of right now my last. If my sister Jenny wasn't there for me with no doubt in my mind, it would of been even worse. She ended up pouring us glasses of wine, renting movies, and painting my nails. Jenny vowed to never paint my nails again, I couldn't sit still. Too many thoughts were going through my head, but she still gave me every drop of patience she could manage. When she gave up her Halloween plans and decided to stay home on a Saturday night just for me I cried even more, I couldn't control my emotions. I wasn't sure if it was the bottle of wine I slammed instead of sipped, the chick flick that made me think of relationships, or just the fact that she really would do anything for me.
 I feel like I lost the urge to party, even though my friends offered to take me to the club or any place that I wanted to go to. The sad part is the closest party this weekend was almost walking distance, yet I still said no maybe next weekend. For me that's far from normal I was the one known to be always up for a good time, yet this weekend made me feel the exact opposite. After replying "no" all day, my ex-boyfriend text-ed me saying anything from I love you too I want you back. I honestly don't have a clue anymore, there are so many feelings pounding in my heart, but it feels like my head. My migraine could use some pain relievers while I could use the common sense I feel that I am currently lacking.